am nobody before i become somebody

im nobody before i become somebody
they dont want to see me, even i have somethin' to be proud
im nobody before i become somebody
they were ignoring me even i help 'em in their problems
im nobody before i become somebody
they keep their eyes closed even i asked 'em to open it, b'coz i still
nobody before i become somebody
they wont turn their head twice just to see me in coincident moment
its bec'coz im nobody before i become somebody
they keep me in the bottom of their friends list
they dont like all the way i move
they dont see wut i've done
they keep their mouth shut up
they keep their heart closed
they turn their head away
and many things that they do before i become somebody

dont make me wait!!

its Thursday afternoon, i had an appointment with one of my client.
she's work in jakarta, and we made an appointment in one of biggest mall in depok and its 2 hours ride or if u r lucky it will be 90 minutes ride.

and that thrusday i wait for her is about 4 hours,,,haahhh wut a traffic!
bored, pissed, is my middle name at that time.
fortunately my sister came then accompanying me in that the waiting food court centre.
felt i've got a friend to be crazy with, so that the moment to make our expressive mood and tired face become real.
if u feel this face is annoying plz dont made me wait anymore next time. ;D

DONT BITE IT!!!,,,BUT WEAR IT!

At a glance its looks like a chocolate, but,,,it is not =P.
its a button brooches, one of my number one design (all my designs is number one =P. if we're talking bout design plz dont get me wrong i will damn quietly narcism wid my own designs, yeah ofcourse who else?!
last month i got an order for this one, i got 15pcs button brooches design.
and Alhamdullah i can make it those only in 2 hours, cant believed my self too.
so is anybody interest to buy those??? =D

me, myself, and i

Today! i realized bout somethin' why they keep silent when i need their support, they were not my friends!! they just come when m in happy moment and will get step behind when m in bad moment.
many times i talk to my self bout 'wut is wrong wid me?' but everytime i get the answer is i'd never get the answer!
i always come in their invitations, i always call 'em when they need the support, i always beside 'em everytime they're get lost, and i send my shoulder when they'd cried.
one think that i learned from my family is 'we cant change anyone to become wut we want it to be, but we have to change for them' for gud reason for sure.

btw i dont really thinking bout that indeed, i just feel so lonely when m in the crowd.
well,,,this give me a new thought 'tomorrow i have to be a better person and become a better person in the other day'.
and maybe one or two i've lost their invitation, i didnt answer one or two calls, or maybe i didnt give the rite map when they're lost, or i just sent 'em my back when they'd cried.

for sure m a woman, from a million women whose thinking by the heart not by a logic.
so maybe m one in a million of pplz who thinking if they r alone in this world, but the truth is they were not, coz m the one of 'em ^^!!!